1. |
Lycanthropy
04:01
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I can't catch up with you
I'm slowly turning into you
I listen to the same music you used to
I'm even driving the same car you used to
To all the same places
Seeing all the same faces
Drinking to the same wasted
I just couldn't replace it
I'm never gonna catch up to you
I'm slowly turning in to you
I'm always just a few years behind
Sometimes you never even cross my mind
I'm feeling all the same bruises
Watching all the same movies
Meeting all the same people
I will never be your equal
I guess that's just what happens when you're lost
And I guess that's just what happens when
You don't know who you are
And I guess I didn't calculate the cost
I guess that's just what happens when you're lost
I still look like me but I feel like you
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2. |
February 15th
03:24
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This is not the end
Just the beginning of something else
And I'm through being your martyr so
You can go blame someone else
Arisen like a phoenix
So you can't drag me down
And even though it's never suited me
I'll wear this confidence like a crown
I hope I haunt your dreams now
The way that you've been haunting mine
The truth is worse than fiction
You have wrote this fate in your own hand
This is my metamorphosis
This is not the first
And now I know it won't be the last
I knew the secret serenade was true
I've conquered worse than you in the past
You knew this when I met you
That this was never built to last
So even through the hope and other lies
I'll force a smile behind the mask
I hope I haunt your dreams now
The way that you haunted mine
Your obsession with death won't
Save you from what happens to come next
I am your heart's apocalypse
The ties have been severed
The lines have been drawn
You can't put this together
Been broken for too long
I'm every ounce of regret
I'm every lie you've told
I'm branding you forever
You're never letting go
I hope I haunt your dreams now
The way that you haunted mine
Your obsession with death won't
Save you from what happens to come next
I am your heart's apocalypse
You've dug your hole now sleep in it
You've dug your hole now sleep in it
This is not the end
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3. |
Neck Romancer
03:48
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Hey
Been a long time since I set eyes on that face
And I haven't had heard the news so tell me
Everything you meant to be in your
Days of being rid of me
Cause I feel you reaching out in need so
Stop lying that you're over me and I'll
Keep your secret
It's worth knowing
Can you see me here and would you
Keep it secret
That I'm not showing
Anyone these scars
I'll keep your secret
It's worth knowing
You can't keep me here forever
Keep it secret
That I'm broken
Can you hear me now
Can you hear me now
Wait
Cause I haven't said what I've got left to say
And I caught you watching twice now, tell me
Did you rush to cut things off cause
You had the next one all lined up
But your regrets still lead you to me, so
Who's words were you feeding me
Yeah
I'll keep your secret
It's worth knowing
Can you see me here and would you
Keep it secret
That I'm not showing
Anyone these scars
I'll keep your secret
Its worth knowing
You can't keep me here forever
Keep it secret
That I'm broken
Can you hear me now
Can you hear me now
Hey
We could've saved the night of our last date
When I ruined all your makeup, tell me
Everything that crossed your mind
When you sat across from me so blind to
How much I needed you to try
Cause I've begged you to a thousand times
I'll keep your secret
It's worth knowing
And I'll love you still forever
Keep it secret
That I'm not showing
Anyone these scars
I'll keep your secret
Its worth knowing
You can't keep me here forever
Keep it secret
You've broken me
Can you hear me now
Can you hear me now
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4. |
I Hide Away
03:17
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I don't go out at night
Hardly anymore
There's nothing left for me
Not outside my doors
Don't want to take the chance
To ever see your face
Every shot I've never missed
Is now a shot I'll never take
All my hopes are in my way
All my dreams are now disgrace
I hide away
Away
I hide away
Don't look for me 'cause I'm simply not there
Another lonely night
Living here with my ghosts
We're walking through the walls
I'm more their victim, less their host
I need a lobotomy
Or an exorcism
To wipe them all away
To become someone no one knows
All my prayers have been ignored
Now I leave you all alone
I hide away
Away
I hide away
Don't look for me 'cause I'm simply not there
Hide away
I hide away
Don't look for me 'cause I'm simply not there
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
Don't fucking look for me
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5. |
Snakecharmer
04:42
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A big mistake was made by you
I noticed early on
You wore your intentions on your face
And took advantage while I was gone
Revenge is all the same
Nowhere else to cast all the blame
Snakecharmer I won't dance for you
I am not so easily used
They all fell deep into your lies
A void you dug deeper with every year
And now it's too dark to see the truth
Until I return with a torch
You cannot take what is mine
I will end your reign in time
Revenge is all the same
Nowhere else to cast all the blame
Snakecharmer I won't dance for you
I am not so easily used
Revenge is all the same
Nowhere else to place all the blame
Snakecharmer I won't dance for you
I am not so easily used
By you
Revenge is all the same
Nowhere else to cast all the blame
Snakecharmer I won't dance for you
I am not so easily used
By you
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6. |
Dreams of Losing Teeth
03:49
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This world is gonna spit you out
When it gets sick of your taste
Been flavorless for so long
Their dirt is gonna stick to your heart
You can't scrape it off
Unless you choose to bathe in their blood
Their words will linger when we're gone
Who's fucking side are you on
Two worlds apart
This side I'm on, it's worth the fight
I gave up on God when he gave up on me
Two worlds entwined
This path I'm on, there is no light
Your loss was mine
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
This hand's the only help you'll get
I can show you the way but
You've bore your fangs to the wrong one
Harness this rage and concentrate or
You'll keep having dreams of
All your fucking teeth falling out
You only hate because it's right
You've never faced this in your lives
Two worlds apart
This side I'm on, it's worth the fight
I gave up on God when he gave up on me
Two worlds entwined
This path I'm on, there is no light
Your loss was mine
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
It's like we're out on our own
If time is meant to heal all wounds
Then when the fuck is it my turn
You have to save your self
I am not strong, just unafraid
You have to save your self
I am not strong, just unafraid
There is no one else to help you
I am not strong, just unafraid
You have to save you
I am not strong, just enough
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7. |
Shedding the Velvet
01:59
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Still alive
Somehow I
Find myself
Naked on the floor
This shattered frame and this broken glass
Torn photos of a better past
I'm losing touch
I can't sleep a wink
You're not as innocent as you think
Feel my skin
Cold and wet with fear
I can't breathe
When I know you're near
Scraping these antlers on the trees
Shedding the velvet on my knees
Feeling these old bones rearrange
I can't handle these growing pains
This shattered frame and this broken glass
Torn photos of a better past
I'm losing touch
I can't sleep a wink
You're not as innocent as you think
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8. |
The Taste of Rain
03:52
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Through the fog
A statue stands
A mourning angel
Dead bird in her hands
What once was clean and polished well
Is mossy now and cracked like hell
I walked by fast
Ignored her face
I can't stand being near this place
Sometimes I feel you follow me
What had been once now could not be
A rose on fire
No fear of pain
Cold to the touch
Your whispered name
You let me down
But not in vain
I'm savoring the taste of rain
(A rose on fire)
The taste of rain
(Cold to the touch)
The taste of rain
(You let me down)
The taste of rain
I'm dreaming of burning it all when I get home
All the letters, all the photographs, the leftover clothes
Every single little reminder of what there had been
Just so I can start over and over again
Over and over again
I wanna start over, over again
Do you wanna start over again
I'd like to run it back
A rose on fire
No fear of pain
Cold to the touch
Your whispered name
You let me down
But not in vain
I'm savoring the taste of rain
(A rose on fire)
The taste of rain
(Cold to the touch)
The taste of rain
(You let me down)
The taste of rain
A rose on fire
(A rose on fire)
No fear of pain
(Cold to the touch)
You let me down
(You let me down)
But not in vain
The taste of rain
I'm savoring
The taste of rain
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9. |
New World
04:13
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Lost my place in my monologue of shame
Maybe that's a good thing
I could use a good thing for a change
Allow me to introduce myself
I am a lesson in dismay
And despite how much I hate this place
I would very much like to stay here
In this
New world
I can feel the winds of change
New life
I can hear them call my name
New start
In my hollow chest I start a
New fight
To find my place
New world
Let the autumn offer me a
New life
A chance to shake these shackles free
New start
This is not who I'm supposed to be but
I'm well on my way
Having tasted the kiss of death
I can't always resist her call
And I know her cold hands are waiting
To catch me when I fall
So many things left unfinished
I need to be them all
Next time I feel her reaching
I will scrape and crawl toward a
New world
I can feel the winds of change
New life
I can hear them call my name
New start
In my hollow chest I start a
New fight
To find my place
New world
Let the autumn offer me a
New life
A chance to shake these shackles free
New start
This is not who I'm supposed to be but
I'm well on my way
Death comes in many forms, yeah
It doesn't have to be the end, no
New world
I can feel the winds of change
New life
I can hear them call my name
New start
In my hollow chest I start a
New fight
To find my place
New world
Let the autumn offer me a
New life
A chance to shake these shackles free
New start
This is not who I'm supposed to be but
I'm well on my way
New world
I can feel the winds of change
New life
I can hear them call my name
New start
In my hollow chest I start a
New fight
To find my place
New world
In the autumn offer me a
New life
A chance to shake these shackles free
New start
This is not who I'm supposed to be but
I'm well on my way
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10. |
Respite
01:31
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11. |
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A word of caution you must take
I will leave demons in my wake
This twisted habit's hard to break
Force out these leeches from my brain
An infinite cycle of travesty
Break down these silent walls
What have we lost
In the fires of the bridges we have burned
We saw in time
Sand castles fall apart in the design
And in this glow
It lights my path
Each step I take
Stomps through the ash
I'll find this place
I've dreamt of more
I am stronger than I was before
What have we lost
In the fires of the bridges we have burned
We saw in time
Sand castles fall apart in the design
You felt my scars when you held hands with me
What have we lost
In the fires of the bridges we have burned
We saw in time
Sand castles fall apart in the design
You felt my scars when you held hands with me
It's time to rebuild
This is the turn of a new page
My life is not yours to erase
My life is not yours to erase
My life is not yours to erase
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12. |
Ghosts in the Hospital
04:32
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She lies on a bed of nails
Or so it feels when the sores bother her
She's covered in a spiderweb of wires
Cocooned just like a caterpillar
She was so beautiful once
All of her teeth stayed right in her mouth
She was so beautiful
So beautiful she will stay
The ghosts in the hospital sing
Come my love
Come on home with us
Their bedside manners repossess
The ghosts of the hospital sing
Take our hands
Together we will float
Sometimes getting better is letting go
He stares right at the ceiling
Like it hold the secrets of the universe
He's catatonic as his father stands
And begins to recite bible verses
He loved so wholly once
Blindly never questioned is own faith
He's now so godless
For what God would treat him this way
The ghosts in the hospital sing
Come my love
Come on home with us
Their bedside manners repossess
The ghosts of the hospital sing
Take our hands
Together we will float
Sometimes getting better is letting go
What do you mean
That we're doing all we can
Isn't that what you're fucking for
And what do you mean
That she's not getting better
Stop saying we'll make her comfortable
Stop
The ghosts of the hospital sing
Come my love
Come on home with us
Their bedside manners repossess
The ghosts of the hospital sing
Take our hands
Together we will float
Sometimes getting better is letting go
Sometimes getting better is letting go
Sometimes getting better is letting go
Sometimes getting better is letting go
Sometimes getting better is letting go
Here we watch the stars crumble
Here we can bleed in the moonlight
Here we love without wonder
Here we are the sleepwalkers
Here we are the sleepwalkers
Here we are
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13. |
Bipolar Express
04:31
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I'm so cold
Let me in
I wasn't meant for here and now I must go
Spent seventeen winters here
Waiting for snow
Isn't this lovely how all these plans have melted away
My past endeavors mean nothing now
So what is left to say
So what is left to say
One million times
I've released your hands
You've slipped away from my grasp
Again and again
I've nothing to compare this to
This was everything I knew
I'm walking on a frozen lake
Praying to fall through
Whoa
Across the ocean
Atop the highest hills
Your voice echoes hollowly
Ominously
It haunts me
Over miles of desert
In the deepest marsh
This world is meaningless
When my other half evades me
So don't erase me
One million times
I've released your hands
You've slipped away from my grasp
Again and again
I've nothing to compare this to
This was everything I knew
I'm walking on a frozen lake
Praying to
It's a feeling of uneasiness
That's welling up inside
Like being ignored entirely
When romance is untied
You're like a phantom in my heart
That's haunting me at every turn
And if you were a photograph
I would cast you aside to burn
To stay warm
One million times
I've released your hands
You've slipped away from my grasp
Again and again
I've nothing to compare this to
This was everything I knew
I'm walking on a frozen lake
Praying to fall through
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
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14. |
Lantern
03:14
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I used to love the summer moon
Now it turns me into something
That I can't stand to see
I've run out of things I bear to lose
So I'm here alone at the shoreline
Waiting impatiently
For you
This waterfront's so lonely at night
We're buried in sand
You held my hand like a lantern
We burned to the end
You can take me with the tide
(In the tide)
I'm letting this ship capsize
(This ship capsize)
Here we are to bow down
(To bow down)
Haunting this light house
This waterfront's so lonely at night
We're buried in sand
You held my hand like a lantern
We burned to the end
This waterfront's so lonely at night
We're buried in sand
You held my hand like a lantern
We burned to the end
You smiled just like a jack-o'-lantern
We are rotting with time
If you can't find your way back to the shoreline
Just follow the light
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15. |
Disappear
02:36
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We left the state at sunset
Drove through the pieces of my heart
We're getting drunk in the backseat
Been screaming songs since 3 am last night
We don't care where we're going
We don't care where we end up
We don't care who is watching
And we just want to disappear
Ran out of gas in Louisiana
Spent Mardi Gras underneath the stars
We're heading west when we get the money
As long as we can trust this car
We don't care where we're going
We don't care where we end up
We don't care who is watching
And we just want to disappear
We're all running away in different directions
But our demons always know where we are
All my friends are in love, on drugs or suicidal
I don't think they would mind if we crashed this car
Singing breakup songs to the rear view mirror
I never thought that we would get this far
We don't care where we're going
We don't care where we end up
We don't care who is watching
And we just want to disappear
We don't care where we're going
We don't care where we end up
We don't care who is watching
And we just want to disappear
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16. |
Calla Lily
05:16
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We lie on opposite sides
Laying back to back
Like the wings of a butterfly
When we flew too close to the light
We burned like moths
Now who's fault is it for why we died
Maybe in another life
We can get it right
I'd give anything for another try
When I speak my mind
And you turn away
I'm too much for you
But you're all I need
What the axe forgets
Remembers the tree
And I'm done swinging
I'm too much and now
You think it's time that we should let this go
I don't think it's time that we should let this go
Just yet
This weight is too much to pull
For me on my own
But I have to fix this broken home
Setting fire to this house of cards
Gave us a new start
But they're our ashes to wipe away
Maybe this is what we need
To hold and to bleed
For a new sense of security
When I speak my mind
And you turn away
I'm too much for you
But you're all I need
What the axe forgets
Remembers the tree
And I'm done swinging
I'm too much and now
You think it's time that we should let this go
Well I don't think it's time that we should let this go
Just yet
When I speak my mind
And you turn away
I'm too much for you
But you're all I need
What the axe forgets
Remembers the trees
And I'm done swinging
I'm too much and now
You think it's time that we should let this go
I don't think its time that we should let this go
Do you think it's time that we should let this go
Well I don't think its time that we should let this go
Just yet
We know the way and we've taken the time
We've had our roles clearly defined
We have the guts and we've paid the mind
We'll be fine so goodbye Madeline
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17. |
Alchemy
09:11
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I've dreamt of returning to the womb
The spiders that reside made it resemble a tomb
The point of no return is a hundred miles back
What drags behind me is the trail of a broken heart attack
I can't stop moving forward
Even at a snail's pace
If I ever fall behind
I'll be consumed by my own hate
So below and as above
All the ones we loved
And the taste of blood, yeah
All our lives
Every tear we've cried
When the wind has died
Every one is a crime
I beg myself for a rest
I refuse my relief and I carry on again
I have no choice or the balance will break
Forever, on bloody stumps, I will crawl to satiate
I will not be forgiven
And so I must atone
Every mistake I have made
Every crime of passion commit alone
So below and as above
All the ones we loved
And the taste of blood, yeah
All our lives
Every tear we've cried
When the wind has died
Everyone is a crime
I suffer for what I've done
I suffer for what I've yet to do
I suffer because I must
I suffer to grow
I suffer to change
I suffer because I need to
I suffer for control
I suffer to survive
I suffer for what I've done
I suffer for what I've yet to do
I suffer because I must
I suffer to grow
So below and as above
All the ones we loved
And the taste of blood
All our lives
Every tear we've cried
When the wind has died
Everyone is a crime
I still look like me but I feel like you
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